I blocked you and I’m not sorry


If you’re part of kpop stan twitter and someone as blocked you recently… that was probably me. (jk it’s very unlikely it was me but keep reading).

2017 was awesome and awful in many different ways. Regardless, one of the decisions I made for myself was to be more positive this year. So my hobby on twitter has partially been to block every. hateful. soul. that shows up on my timeline.

Of course, dear old @/universe decided to pull a ‘jokes on you’ and start a fanwar between EXO-L and ARMY!!1 seriously.

I will kill you and eat you alive. I will gut your insides out, you frog and eat your intestines in front of your family. Wanna be more insensitive? I’ll put the blood of your guts on your grave stone too. So better shut up anD LEarN hOw To BE resPECTful UIGIUFIDUGAGIUS-

sorry got messed up there because I FELT SO STUPID QUOTING THAT OHMYGOD.

Credit to the owner of that tweet, user cbxagency who has been deactivated hopefully from all internet for the rest of her life. She really coming at ARMY’s telling them to be respectful with such words? This person needs some therapy, I’m not even joking.

The war that broke out this morning was due to some k-ARMYs misinterpretation of Baekhyun’s (EXO) words. It later took such proportions, some people were assuming Baekhyun told a fan that having a depression isn’t a real problem ?? and Baekhyun ended up apologizing on his instagram – for something he didn’t do because he really didn’t do anything wrong.

And after Baek’s heartfelt message, EXO-Ls were triggered, and so on…

Here’s some of my activity on twitter


Because suddenly it was no longer about the OP with depression but exo-l and army dragging each other’s favs. smh


it takes you about six years of stan twt to know how to say the right things without blowing up *pats own back* well done, Cat

passive aggressive but still cool

RT but let’s not forget literally E V E R Y fandom, really no exception, has garbage

it really annoys me how some ARMYs are so focused on keeping the charts and stuff no matter what is going on around them like literally it’s the apocalypse and Earth boutta blow up and ARMY is like nOO i need to watch 5 more times to increase views !

Don’t take me wrong, I’m ARMY too but I also like to be a rational person.

this THIS

this person is so accurate i loooove

this is an important analogy ok. yes, of course there are LOADS of decent people in this fandom and we should always be careful when generalizing. I do too sometimes.



and to illustrate what I meant

Meanwhile Logan Paul was out there in Japan’s suicide forest making fun of dead bodies for fame, Fantagio Ent is falling apart, Bae Joo Hyun is now almost and thirty and the WORST is school starts again tomorrow.

Happy New Year fellow fans.

I blocked you and I’m not sorry


Another year, another championship!img_20170106_090124

It has been announced that the 2017 ISAC are a go! Recording is set to happen on January 16th and airing date hasn’t been announced yet. Above are the groups scheduled to take part on this edition. Please note that I’m not sure if this is the final line-up.

I was looking forward to see KARD… Guess these co-ed kings and queens still have a few things to overcome… BUT THEY WILL GET THERE

Just one question… is ALL of NCT going to take part in this? I mean NCT U has what 6 members? Uhhh Taeil, Taeyong, Ten, Doyoung, Jaehyun, Mark. Yeah 6. Then it’s NCT 127 whis has 9 members but you gotta exclude Taeil, Taeyong, Jaehyun, Doyoung and Mark which make 5 so, 4 members. NCT Dream is 7 members but excluding  Mark and Haechan its only 5 so there are 15 members… Eh now that I did the math it’s not such an extraordinary number but it’ll probably only be NCT 127 or perhaps NCT 127 + NCT U. I don’t see NCT Dream taking part in this, SM likes to keep the kids in the dungeon. We’ll see though! Are you excited about this year’s ISAC?

Check out my posts about past years’ ISACs!



December 4th, it’s BTS’ Jin’s birthday ♥♥♥


Today is Kim Seok Jin’s 24th birthday (25th in korean age). He is a member of the korean boy group BTS (aka 방탄소년단) (they are under BigHit Entertainment) in which he is a lead vocalist and visual.

Jin debuted with BTS on June 13th, 2013 with the track No More Dream. Needless to say they are currently making history, not only in the K-Pop industry but in worldwide music aswell (((((((:

If you’re not familiar with Jin yet, here’s our fandom’s favorite princess in a nutshell:

Jin aka mom, is that one human being who probably prevents BTS from setting their dorm on fire or killing each other every day. He loves cooking, aswell as eating, the color pink and Super Mario. He is kind, caring, honest, trustworthy, loyal, an overall beauty, inside and out. The absolute definition of sunshine.

Jin is one of the most underrated members in BTS – God knows why. Maybe because of his dancing? Who knows? Regardless, he is filled with talent. Even though he isn’t the leader, his guidance has been essential for Bangtan’s success, I’m extremly happy and proud to idolize someone like him.

Hope he has an amazing birthday, filled with love from his adored family and friends and that he makes wonderful new memories this year. I wish for the fandom to appreciate my bias wrecker more in the future…

All the love ^^ ♥♥♥



Yall thought I would forget? HAHA AS IF

Hey, I’m back again! Though I haven’t been able to cover the latest events and birthdays in the last weeks, I worked my ass off the be able to film, edit and have this video up in time! Of course, I would never skip on watching BTS’ comeback no matter how busy I was, but filming a reaction video is a whole other level.

How about showing some love and watch my video? ^^ Maybe drop a like…? How about subscribing? I bet you haven’t subscribed yet…

Kidding, I know you did.

You better.


Am I?

Anyway, my BLACKPINK reaction video did quite well, that’s one of the reasons why I thought about doing this too! IT HIT 1K VIEWS!!!!!

Alright, let me know your feedback on this video. Please don’t be too shocked, after all, this is the first time I’m showing the surface of the fangirl inside me on YouTube. Hopefully you’ll find it relatable? Hahahah

Thank you in advance, if you watch it!



Good afternoon dear reader!
Not going to lie – this post was never planned and it will probably come out quite random for some of you because Jungkook isn’t blonde anymore and hasn’t been for like half year already. However everyday when I log on wordpress I check my blog’s statistics to kind of give me a heads up on what you guys read the most on my blog and I’m telling you it’s insane how often people search for ‘blonde jungkook’ and consequently my SO LONG, BLONDE KOOKIE post is the probably one of the most read here. Based on that I decided to leave this post dedicated to all of you who want to look at blonde Kookie once again! Enjoy~































You’re welcome,
Have a nice week~~




Believe it or not it was pretty hard for me to write this post because I had no clue how I was going to put into words how this damn prologue made me feel – and we can’t forget the MV for RUN… but for now let’s stick to the prologue.

After I NEED U came out with the rest of the mini album 화양연화 The Most Beautiful Moment In Life, Pt. 1 we were aware that there was going to be a follow up – a part 2 however this prologue was dropped on all ARMYs like an atomic bomb in the form of an emotional roller-coast.
Disregarding of all theories on the true story behind I NEED U, this prologue was quite helpful to clear every thing up and actually understand the story behind this concept.

Only 0.3 seconds in the video and I was already emotional because of Taehyung’s scene. Without a doubt this scene is a direct follow up of I NEED U.
I don’t think many people realized this but this concept was great for showing each members’ acting skills – which are quite impressive.









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The main reason why I got emotional while watching wasn’t necessarily due to the sad side of the video (because before the very end we had no clue what was still to come) but actually due to all the happy scenes. This may sound like nonsense to some people but when I care about someone it really moves me to just see they’re happy. Even though this was just a video it actually made me happy to see them having fun with all the members while doing simple things like hanging together or taking photos – creating memories or going somewhere they’ve never been to together, just being happy.

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And then BAM
Alright, once again there’s no doubt of what happened – Tae jumped, tried to… yanno… take his own life (it kind of bothers me to say the actual word I don’t know why).
My heart broke a little on this scene. Just look at how Tae finally glanced at his hyung 😦
As if it wasn’t enough we still got this bonus scene where we conclude that Jin never took that photo with the other boys! Awesome!1! Right. In. The. Feels.
So here’s my theory up to this point (I must warn you this isn’t really based on other theories online because I didn’t ready any it’s just the most decent conclusion to which I got after discussing it with my friends): in the I NEED U MV we were able to see their life’s go downhill except for Jin in fact it was quite uncertain what had actually happened to him but at the time I just thought he died like the others – which would make Tae the only survivor. Turns out Tae took his own life too so Jin was the only survivor – the last scene when he’s the only one on the Polaroid is also a proof of that.
The reason why it’s so hard to make up a theory for the story behind this concept is because the scenes in I NEED U, Prologue and RUN aren’t necessarily organized chronologically. From my point of view what I concluded after watching the prologue at first was that the rest of the boys all died and Jin was left alone – which we now know isn’t the truth. But then I started wondering what the scene of Jin in the bedroom with the petals and all represented because that scene was so angelic and all it didn’t seem be happening in real life like the other members’ scenes so I thought maybe Jin is the one who died… But I gave it a little more thought later and it made zero sense so I discarded the option but well looks like I was right…?
Friendly reminder this isn’t my final theory of the whole story, I’ll write about that on my post about RUN!


Meanwhile tell me your theory on BTS’ story!